phew..

i think i'm finally better :) i cough LESS than once per hour now! woohooo.

we're finally getting started with our big group project... due tuesday. SIGH! next week is gonna be a really, really long week. today we met up at home depot at 10am.. LAME! and half the group didn't show up until around.. oh i dunno.. 11 maybe? they were getting a truck to move our stuff so i guess it was ok, haha. i was still sort of annoyed (probably 'cause i was grumpy as hell and tireddddd). we sat around starbucks for awhile..

- took forever to decide but we finally got our sheit

- ate at chipotle

- separated for 1.5hrs

- went to the bead store. pretty beads, YAY! amount spent, NAY!

- met up again

- spraypainted

- got light headed

- spraypainted

- got light headed

- saw everything with a green tint for a few minutes

- finally finished

- went to michael's. stuff for jewelry, YAY! amount spent, NAY!

- looked around walgreens for those face masks (like the one you gave me steph!).. fail.

- home. filled ELYN's order. started on a necklace.

- chatted with mona. "pinku? I DON'T WANT TO BE PINKED!" ahahha. thereeee.. i posted it!

- finished necklace, woohoo. PROUD!

- showered as to get to sleep in tomorrow morning (for an extra 20min)

- blogged

my long week

sat; day begins at 8am... studio til 5pm. MAIL ELYN'S PACKAGE! probably at lunch break.

sun; studio from 8am-5pm.. hopefully it doesn't take all day. for BOTH days.

mon; get together w/ group, retouch photo, write up presentation

tues; presentation due. portfolio due??

wed; intern 11:30-4:30? portfolio due? my jewelry stands come! :D

thurs; "presentation" assignment.. 6 pieces of work, MOUNTED. ugghh.. hinged window matts. *DISLIKE BUTTON* have to find time to do them hopefully over the weekend.

fri; BREATHER. wait, no. business final at 5pm? wtf? so laaaame.. also.. pack up and go home.

sat; ANGIE AND KATIE! w00t :) aaand.. whit's contest ends. eek. guess i'll do my entry on friday, if i'm not draaaained by then :\

hopefully i'll sneak in my MPBB into the shot so i can enter it for the april MPBB contest~

ummmm.. so. yes. this entry is quite uninteresting. 

SO HERE'S INTERESTING!

ooo.. aaahh.. angie's "PURPLE WITH A PURPOSE" gift to me :D yayyy. i love this color! though i think it's way more blue in this picture than it is in real life. it has these very pretty pink/blue sparkles within it. i loveee..

she also gave me these marvelous half-egg-shaped chocolate things.. that i used as mustache. 

HERE'S A TEASER PIC OF MY NECKLACE.. hehehee. 

i know, i suck. deal with it [x 

oh hey! i opened up a jewelry blog~

MOTOJEWELRY 

that somehow some people already found. i didn't even post it here! crazies.. hehee. had 3 orders so far. THANK YOU GIRLS!!! I LOVE YOUUUU :)

okay.... sleep. i'm so tired.

disappointment

second party in two nights! but as the designated driver.. and having only 1.5hrs at the party.. i had one beer (that was gross), chilled, left. first "house party" with tons of random people.. and i did not enjoy it. it was just about the same as how i imagined it in my head. casual drinking? yes. chugging beer, taking shots, etc.. not my thing.

the rest of today leading up to that? got a new phone (pantech matrix).. that was nice. spent the afternoon trying to figure it out. adam n' viv called, met up with them at guppy's. ended up going to CVS to show viv the magical sally hansen nail pens, ended up with some more stuff (went looking for a new blush for my mom--she's been using the same one for more than 10 years). sat around in our cars. they came over to my house, hannah was acting weird (my dog--barked at adam and wouldn't stop). had to put her outside, was sort of weirded out. cut adam's hair. they left, noah came home.. went to go eat PHO.. got a text about the party.. was trying to reach beth but her phone was off. saw bethany at the restaurant, thanks to her bro haha. got home. was supposed to shoot an asgn but model bailed (called/texted but no response. wtf). DISAPPOINTMENT. decided to go to the party. stace/beth came over, chilled. ended up taking two MORE people (james n' kevin) who were cool anyways :) so it was ok. got to the party, saw some people from high school. pretty cool. and yes, etc. the rest was fairly boring (sorry to say) and not much happened anyways.

beth had to be home by 1:00 so we left around 12:30.. didn't get to see stace play beer pong. garage smelled like smoke anyways, ugh. talked on the way home, that was nice. talked about disappointment, parties, etc. not totally related, if you were wondering. hope your parents weren't mad about you being 8min late! if they are, i apologize for keeping you in my car and forcing you to listen to my babble, haha ;)

NOTE
i absolutely hate disappointment.
i hate disappointing people, i hate people disappointing me.
it's up there with my dislike of "jealousy".
and today was heading towards disappointment as the day went on.

but i get to see katie tomorrow.. and 3 of my girls :) chillin' for cuzzo's birthday (on tuesday)! and shooting some~ thanks girls for helpin' me out with my model situation! hahah :)

ah.. well. guess time to go to sleep.

TIRED

man oh man.. it's been a long day since i came home, hahah. dunno if you guys saw my twitter post but i came home varying speeds from 65~70 (most of the way.. 'cause bryant told me to be safe).. then 110 down the 57s 'cause some car was going that fast.. and.. i was bored.. and.. yes. it turned into a sort of race, but the other car won (obviously).. haven't driven that fast since i was takin' the sat-high classes at art center! :X not the smartest thing i've done.. but.. eh. it was entertaining :)

so uh.. i got home in less than 2 hours. oops?

got all of my stuff inside the house.. dad claims i was home at 3:30. hm. anyway.. checked internets.. slept.. woke up around 1pm? went downstairs, ate.. went to fedex.. got REALLY PISSED OFF.. man. i dunno what's going on with my brain but i guess i was still half asleep or something. so


short story:
there was a BITCH lady who was working at fedex today who really pissed me off.

long story:
was looking for some smaller boxes (smaller than 8x8x8 that i bought at CVS) to send out my packages in. went to fedex (in santa barbara). guy told me that *these* boxes were free.. didn't say that they were any special delivery method. so i thought FREE! and the asian in me grabbed 5 boxes and left. packed them when i got home.. took 'em down with me to homehome.. went to fedex today. filled out "ground shipping" forms 'cause.. i didn't know they were priority mail ONLY. went to go pay n stuff.. was told that they were priority only.. filled out priority forms. can't be that much more expensive, right? WRONG! they were about $12 per box!! so i went to go change from boxes to bags and some BITCH worker started getting on my CASE. "no ma'am (don't ma'am me when you're being fucking rude!) you can't switch. that's not fair, those are our last boxes" blahblah. and the guy who was helping me said "um.. yes it is fair" and NORMALLY i would've just let her be a bitch but today i couldn't keep my mouth shut and i TOLD her in a rather PISSED OFF voice, "not fair? i didn't even get these boxes from THIS LOCATION so you can't TELL me that these are YOUR LAST BOXES" etc.. and she shut up real fast. made NEW forms for ground shipping (smart me tore up the other ones i made), changed boxes, etc. i was SO mad i was shaking (haven't been that mad since.. uh.. middle school when i had a really bad temper?).. thankfully the boyfriend called and calmed me down (love you sweetie!). still, i was pretty pissed. set my packages on the counter and she was counting out some other envelopes and she was THROWING them down (i understand you're counting fast, etc.. but.. they were hitting my packages!). and then two FALL OVER. thank goodness i knew which ones were which 'cause if i didn't, i would've potentially sent the wrong package to the wrong place. UGH. then she was all like "oh.... i'm sorry" but DIDN'T STOOP TO HELP ME PICK THEM UP. bitch! i was pissed. but no one else was at the counter to help (this guy made eye contact with me.. moved to the other register.. then went back into the other areas to do god-knows-what). SO PISSED. was about to refuse service but decided not to be a bitch about it. got my stuff sent out and left. thank goodness the guy who was picking up packages waited around for mine to be done scanning.






LOL! hope ya'll enjoyed that~ i realize some of you don't like to read my rants. anyway.. left.. listened to music REALLY loud. debated on getting the dark DUO glue (katie recommended it) but the walgreens that was closest was a pharmacy only type place.. was gonna go to the other one.. and.. meh. talked to cuzzo on the phone :) woot thanks for listening to my rant hun. stopped by COFFEEBEAN and got me a whitechocolateultimate.. mmm.. and decided to look at some phones at cingular since it was next door. guy was pretty helpful, very considerate, very nice guy. helped me calm down more. gonna go get a new phone tomorrow w/ daddy! :) was thinking about the blackberry BOLD (but it costs $300) or an iphone (not sold at the location).. we'll see..

went home, talked beauty w/ the brother's gf for an hour or two :) before and after dinner. i will accept her as my sister in law! hahaha. not only for being able to talk beauty, but.. she's just easy to carry a convo with and i get along w/ her really well. we're gonna have a "girl day".. hahaha. get together and look at each others makeup n stuff. how awesome is that? ;)

was supposed to go to a bonfire at 7pm.. oops. looked at the time at 9:30 (beach closes at 10) aaand.. yea. texted the bday girl and told her i'd meet up w/ them at her apartment. showered, got ready.. (tried "great lash" and "stiletto" mascaras!).. got there around 11? and MAN my head was still messed up.. i couldn't find her apartment for the life of me. i followed a car into a gated parking lot and COULDN'T GET OUT. hahahaha! i was silently freaking out. then i realized i just had to get closer to the gates for the trigger to open. man, anyone who was watching me must've thought i was some sort of retard. i probably made more u-turns in that complex than i ever had in my life -____- ugh.

finally got there.. got in.. felt overdressed (then again, everyone had been at the beach). meh. also felt like a loner! awesome. but eventually made some friends (a white guy with an asian girlfriend.. LOL go figure i head towards the asian). people were sort of kicked out 'cause they were being too loud.. eventually talked to the OTHER asian at the party who agreed with my "asians stick together" thoughts. then eventually he left.. so i sort of sat there and listened to other people's conversations. drank one glass of wine, one glass of sprite, ate a few brownies. got dubbed "the little asian".. was asked my last name three times BY THE SAME GUY (who dubbed me). was stepped on twice within 5 minutes.. was upgraded from the ground to a chair cushion to a couch cushion.. laid on the marvelously awesome couch, almost fell asleep.. watched a few TV shows (lame ones, i really hate reality TV).. was offered to be walked to my car.. got up and left. home around 4:15am.

one parent who was downstairs (asleep), woke up and.. didn't mind that i was home so late. hm. i love my parents :) tehee.

it was a fairly uneventful party, but i enjoyed it. it's fun socializing with other people besides my SO.. i mean.. i love living with him, i don't regret it, i enjoy (basically) every minute of it. we don't have many friends up in SB so we spend most of our time together (if not all.. but lately w/ his bike, i've been alone at the apt). we have one room mate but we don't really hang out with him too much (we talk and all but we don't have social outings often). our few friends that we DID have all moved or don't really talk anymore. hmm.. so this.. although awkward.. was sort of fun :) i have a few other thoughts but i'll keep them to myself.



this would be a good time to bring up the topic of MUSIC because it has a HUGE effect on my mood. HUUUUGE. but.. i'm tired.. and must wake up and be at the cingular store by 10:30am (parents are going to a wedding tomorrow) to get a new phone and must be awake enough to realize the features, etc so i don't pick a sucky-ass phone. I WISH I HAD MONEY TO GET THE BLACKBERRY BOLD! ugh~ of course i could wait on getting a phone.. and get an iphone.. i dunno. we'll see. just more cost effective to have a regular phone (with a qwerty keyboard! so i can keep up with your damn speed paragraph texting katie LOL) that's free (or at least cheap, eyeing one that's $50) than an expensive phone AND pay more for a plan every month, yes? yes.

so, music post tomorrow. also shooting tomorrow ;D yay.





last thoughts
- mascaras did not hold my curl (outer edge ones are curled but center ones are not)
- falsies are INTENSE! want to try shiseido crisscross tapered ones~
- katie is awesome for getting me (and the bro's gf) k-palette eyeliners! :)
- on that note, get to see katie on sunday!
- must wrap bday presents with actual wrapping paper~
- i enjoy driving at night
- on that note, 40mph is SLOW AS HELL!!
- i have an awesome boyfriend.
- tired. must regular sleeping schedule.




love you all! g'nite~

sb since the new yr

played tennis sat morning.. wasn't going to.. but.. decided i was just being a lazy ass and got myself up and went. it was pretty fun.. played mostly with this guy named "tom"? he had a really heavy vietnamese accent so it was hard to understand him. and he covered, LITERALLY covered--his face was white!--with suntan lotion.. while i forgot to put some on. booo.. lost most of my sets (3/4) but it was fun anyways :) they were all close ones except for the one that i won (w/ tom). 

decided i wasn't going to take the 2pm train. ate lunch.. then noah and joyce were gonna go boutique shopping (apparently there's 2 in the east lake shopping center??) so i went too :) went to.. adanyas? or something like that. next to happy bagel, joauquin's(sp?). got a dress.. size L.. so it's very loose.. but it was on sale (orig $40, got it for $34 WITH another 20% off). i figured it might look better with a belt, but who knows. i'd need to get a thin(?) black belt.. maybe.. hmm.. tried some chip and pepper jeans.. SO COMFORTABLE! but i wasn't in love with the fit :\ so i didn't get them. tried on some other nice jeans at the other boutique that was closing (SASSY BOUTIQUE - 60% off?) but wasn't in love with the fit either.. boohoooo.. also went to steinmart and bought some stockings.

home, tired. showered, packed, left for the train.. got there around 5:20 or something, bought my tickets, waited. got on the train.. sat across from some white guy who seemed kinda miffed that i was invading "his space". i dunno. tried to sleep but managed to get one of the few seats that DIDN'T RECLINE. ugh! he left after oxnard so i stole his seat and MAN, train travel isn't so bad! hahha. of course we were delayed 30 min but, eh. bryant picked me up, i was very happy to see him :) went home.. KNOCKED OUT.. hahaha. 

today? woke up 8am :( went to class.. 9:30-3:30! ughh. 30 min break for lunch and breaks during class but still. loooong. chipotle for lunch. after class, went to blue bee.. since they were having massive sales.. andddd.. 

http://www.jamesjeans.us/index.php?p=product&id=123&parent=62

^ my new jeans. looooove! :) it makes my butt look nice.. hahahha. from BLUE BEE DENIM.. entire store was 80% off! so instead of $198 (in store price), i got them for about $45 :) tehee. i've been wanting grey jeans for awhile.. so YAY! :) 

got home.. and.. found out my car was freakin' towed!!!!  D: D: D: D: D: i usually park on a side street, since bryant and i go basically every where together and since the other roomie needs a parking spot. and it's usually FINE.. but apparently they were having construction and had a sign posted up so i got freakin' TOWED! i was REALLY upset. and the sign says "no parking tuesday" blahblah.. SO GAY. i don't know what's going on! :( :( called SB city hall, said i needed to call the PD.. said it was a $101 fee plus the car wasn't in my name so my parents had to fax something over, releasing it to me. then on top of that, the cost for towing the car (and storage for one day) is $242!!! WHAT THE FCUKK! i was freeeeaking upset. i think i might try to fight it (even though i'm sure court won't be fun). SIHT, man! i'm pissed! i teared up for awhile.. then bryant hugged me and made me laugh. still kinda upset. gotta go pick it up before 2pm otherwise i'll get charged another $40 something for another day of storage. UGH~ :( what a ballbuster. 

anyway.. yea :\ sigh. bryant and i decided to wake up every day at 8am, regardless of the day.. and sleep at 11:00 or 11:30 latest.. just to get me on a normal person's sleeping schedule.. hahha. aiyeee. i bet this first week's gonna be hell! and no more sleeping in, not even on weekends! gonna be a bummer but it's for the best, i really do have a horrible sleeping schedule, and waking up late has made me late for multiple, multiple things.

on a positive note.. my dad bought some mexican hot chocolate from a 99 cent store.. and it's pretty good! only thing that sucks is that it takes awhile to prep since you gotta grate the chocolate block thing, heat up milk, etc. but it's.. i dunno.. cinnamon-y? and good :) so that's been my comfort "food"..

and that ends my blog. my right hand keeps spazzing for no reason.

i don't think i've forgotten to update about anything, right? :\ hmm.. 

ah! being spendthrift. the jeans i had to snag 'cause i've been wanting those for awhile and the perfect opportunity just came up :) other than that.. i'm trying to stay away from clothing and stuff. i'm pretty sure i found cuzz's birthday present (early, i know! haha) and part of bryant's birthday present (feb5).. and some darned cute boots off wet seal.. 'cause i've been wanting another pair of boots (but brown) since my purse is now brown instead of black. vanity thing. but they are cute :) and besides that.. i dunno. maybe a lipstick or two (NYX round lipsticks.. about $1.50/ea).. and.. that's IT. save save save! bryant and i agreed on trying not to eat out (but darn these 6 hour classes.. we'll just have to make/bring lunch).. my bank accnts are at an all time low! :( booo.. but i did get $740 of the $760 that i was owed.. but.. still. blehhh. 

goodnight chicas! love you <3

new year's/eve

happy new years! :) 

or shall i say.. 

akemashite omedetou gozaimasu!

could not have timed it better. happy 200th post, ole' blogger thing, you!

hope you all didn't party too hard into the new year. my transition was very undramatic D: bryant told me to stay awake til midnight so he could kiss me.. but.. i fell asleep (he finally told me it was OK for me to nap 'cause i started getting moody--haha good reason) and i woke up at 12:47am.. and NO SIGN OF THE BOYFRIEND! searched around and found him snoring in the game room. blegh! shook him awake.. finally got him up.. he hugged and kissed me, told me happy new years. and then he went back to sleep. 

hmmm...

oh! shot a bridal today. well. bride+groom (is that what a bridal is? i never really knew). nice chinese couple :) and the bride's parents were there too. main photog was a guy named ming, friend of bryant's.. then bryant was shooting mostly video and some stills.. and i was just.. shooting. shot quite a bit. she had a really nice smile but she was mostly toting around this fake one or a half one and eh. but you know. s'all good. 

so.. morning started off VERY TIREDLY. bryant very sweetly went to go pick us up some donuts (if you go to texas.. go to SHIPLEY'S! bryant swears by these donuts.) and apparently bryant asked me if i wanted to go with him to get donuts and i just made this "mrggghh" muffled sound and he got the point and went to go get them without me LOL. what a sweetie :) then we ate, had some chocolate milk, got ready..

ming piked us up around.. uh.. 7:30 i want to say. might've been later. who knows. it was just TOO DAMN EARLY! went to starbucks.. drove 45min out to THE redlands (i capitalize THE because there's "redland".. "redlands".. and "the redlands" in texas. i know, wtf?).. met the couple+parents.. shot.. drove to a second location.. shot.. drove to a third location.. shot.. parted ways..

then we decided to go get food :D so.. we went to.. i dunno what the area's called. but ended up eating at CAFE EXPRESS.. and dang. my food was gooooooooood. chicken.. rosc.. i dunno. but it was good :) and their sweet tea was good. portions were smaller than what i expected but i wasn't too hungry so it worked out. THEN.. i decided it was a good time to send in my rent check.. so.. post office, stamp, no envelopes, huge line. CVS, 60 pack of envelopes, bleh!. back to the post office to drop it off.

then we went to a camera store.. "houston camera exhange"? it's like.. a ghetto samy's. LOL. anyway.. i decided i wanted to get a lens.. so i bought the nikkor 50mm 1.8 and.. it is sweeeeet. i love depth of field :) and it was only $130! of course i wanted to get the 50 1.4 but that was another $300 that i did not have... but i'm still satisfied :)

then the short story of whatever got mixed up in the emotional rant:

- got home around 5pm

- went to DIRECTRON (transformer, much?); computer warehouse

- ate at NINFA'S (original fajita birthplace)

- fell asleep, etc as already stated.

WARNING: EMOTIONAL RANTING INVOLVED

finally got back around.. 5pm? LOL. crazy day. i slept through the traffic apparently. then right after, bryant wanted to go to "directron".. a real life TRANSFORMER! hahhaaa.. just kidding. it's a computer warehouse basically. bleh bleh, blah blah. uninteresting. got back, were waiting around then got news that bill+dan+kristin were at ninfa's (good mex restaurant, original fajitas were born there!) and since we weren't going to get another chance, decided to go.. even though there was a whole turkey that had just been cooked. got there.. got food.. ate.. decided that the dad was either buzzed or drunk because he was talking a lot/being embarrassing. i was SORT of ok.. sort of disturbed because it reminded me of stuff at home. then TO TOP OFF THE CAKE, four girls walked over to bryant. guess who? two ex girlfriends and two friends.. all from high school. um. yes. i was VERY UNCOMFORTABLE so to say. one ex-gf i'm ok with because.. long story short, she's the other ex-gf's little sister and bryant never really did anything with her.. and it was mostly weird. but. yes. the other one, i'm miffed at because she cheated on bryant, etc.. and.. yes. i'm not the LEAST jealous person on the planet, let's just say that. they waltzed over, gave him hugs, asked when how long he was going to be in town as in a "we want to hang out with you, hinty hinty!". he intro'd me, i half-smiled and turned around again. 

felt a huge wave of just.. EMOTIONS. and on top of the exgf hat i was definitely never going to be ok with, i was revisiting feelings that i'd had before and that i hated feeling. i was just so MAD and SAD and JEALOUS and all these other things fluffed up together and i was definitely NOT ok. 

they left--finally--and the table turned into talk of who the girls were, etc. and i kept interjecting on what bryant was saying and i KNEW it was rude and probably annoying AND probably very bitchy sounding--thankfully kristin was ignoring me--but i was just so hyped up with emotions and bleh! then the dad was being nice, saved bryant's butt (i know, it's not his fault they came over BUT STILL!! ugh) by saying cheesy things about how they weren't meant to be with bryant and that destiny called him to socal and that even though his parents were against it, he went anyways and he met me, etc.. it was pretty funny but i still had that clusterfuck of emotions in the pit of my stomach. then the dad started acting silly/childish and i got really uncomfortable and we finally left.. i was almost in tears for some reason on the drove home. bleh. i guess i got severely homesick right at that moment.. or something. i just felt majorly out of place and alone and i still don't really know why.

walked in to the house, told gina that her husband was.. tipsy.. and she just had this look on her face and told me "i know. i could tell over the phone when he called, that's the reason why i didn't go". and the look! that i knew so well and that expressed the feelings that i'm sure my mom has felt and that i definitely feel sometimes when my dad has had too much to drink. it's just like.. a long sigh. like you love them so much and you wish they weren't like that, wish they didn't drink, wish they weren't so childish. know they're just having fun and enjoying themselves but it's just so hard. so easy to get mad at them. and it's just a bunch of conflicting emotions that just go to the pit of your stomach and make you sigh and give you worry lines and make you feel so old.... i don't know how to describe it. i don't know if that did that emotion justice at all, not that it needs justice-ing to begin with.

and it just made that emotional clusterfuck grow and i got more upset. the rest of the dinner troop walked in, bill put his arm around me and he knew that i was uncomfortable from how he acted at dinner and i felt a little better, at least he owned up to it. then everyone left to go get ready (were going to go watch some counter singer who was in HS with dan--apparently broke his elbow? arm?, had to get surgery, then told them that he was going to become a country singing star.. or something) then bryant took me upstairs--he could tell i was upset--and asked me what was wrong and i kept telling him i was just tired and he told he it was ok to take a nap. i cleaned the room instead to try to get my mind off stuff, then the room was clean and i was just so tired from thinking, feeling sad, etc. bryant wanted to play Wii Fit (he knows i like it and that it seems to cheer me up) so we went and i watched him.. he took my requests as to what exercises to do so i made him do hula hooping :) and he exaggerated the movements to make me smile. then i fell asleep on the couch for a bit.. went into the bedroom and fell asleep there. then, yes. the rest of my new year's started as i already wrote. 

and i guess as a whole, i'm just tired and somewhat disappointed. but the disappointment is just me taking things for granted. i could NOT be in the relationship, bryant could NOT be with me, i could NOT be in texas, i could be single and alone and.. lonely. but i'm not. i'm here in texas with my adoring boyfriend, knocked out on the bed and his very nice parents downstairs, both who i like and who like me..

and.. i just need to get this emotional clusterfuck unfucked and just sleep. 

/END RANT

g'nite all. i'm sure i'll feel better tomorrow when i wake up from a good night's rest.. just needed to get it out. so no pity comments, ya hear?? :P

DESSERTS backwards is..

STRESSED!!!

minus the exclamation points ;P 

this is going to be a SUUUUUUPER stressful week. ugh!!

12/10 W ; museum exhibit in thousand oaks.. sounds suuuuuper cool to go to :) so i guess this isn't on my "stressed" list.

12/11 Th ; teacher wants to see at least 5 portfolio images. we need 15 images total. how many have i shot? nooooone! plus i think stuff for my finance class is due :|

12/12 F ; i think MORE finance stuff is due? ugh! :(

12/16 Tu ; pretty sure my finance end presentation is due.. AND i have that huge year-accumulated-knowledge test.. AND my portfolio is due!! can you say WTF?? STRESSED! sorry jade (and girls).. i definitely.. can NOT make it to your bday dinner :( i'm so sorry!! my class is from 7:15-10:00pm.. so.. i just.. i can't :( i wish i could, believe me. 

12/18 Th ; portfolio review.. eeeeek :( stressful times. i think i present this day for my finance class? i dunno. either tues or thurs.. and i might have to miss tues 'cause of stuff with my photo class. major eek! 

12/19 F ; i don't think we have photo class.. but.. i think fin has class. PLUS i don't even know when we're leaving for texas~ boyfriend's mom hasn't gotten the tix yet and he keeps telling me not to worry but i can't help but worry. my mom wants to go to sei's (he works at a disneyland hotel sushi place) if we have time before we go.. plus i want to see you guys/gals before winter break ends.. i dunno :| blah. 

after that it's home freeeeeeeeeeeee.. until jan 12th :| when classes start again. registered today.. have two preeeeetty awesome teachers next session :) so i'm excited. but the photo class is gonna be HEEEEELLA busy. but my friend cheryl wants to come visit around her bday time :) so that would be freaking awesomeeee. i haven't seen her for about a year now~

and i have to pee :( and it's coooold.. boohoo.