reliiefff :)

SO! all (or most) of the hard stuff is finally over and done with. *HUGE EXHALE*

yesterday was an odd day.. i was really moody all day. bryant was having a bad day too (people being mean on the photo'g forums) and.. i dunno. just moody. slept a LOT. bryant wanted to go out--surprise, surprise. but i was way too tired and he didn't try to wake me up either! so i got up around 9:30.. sushi place was closed.. chipotle was closing (by the time we were ready).. so we got taco bell.. and.. i got #6 (chalupas?) and.. MAN. those things did NOT sit well with my stomach!! i don't know what was in there.. what happened.. but i got pretty nauseous. on top of that i felt pretty dehydrated.. and had a headache.. AND was tired. went to the gas station by our old apt to get water (all the ones around us were closed).. got back.. felt more nauseous.. watched an episode of LIFE (tv show).. and bryant was falling asleep.. and i dunno. i just got really upset and started tearing up. we ended up having a talk and everything's good now at least :) 

woke up this morning.. tired as HEELLLLL.. yea, for waking up at 9:40am hahha. i'm such a sleeper. anywho.. showered.. forgot if we had our portfolio review at 10:30 or 11:30.. jetted over to mason (campus) and found out it was 11:30. went to go get coffeebean and the one we usually went to was CLOSED :( as in they were no longer there. that took awhile 'cause i was tottering around, still feeling pretty miserable (cold, tired, nauseous, nervous) and we went back to campus to wait.. had our review.. it wasn't nearly as bad as i thought. 2/3 judges were really nice/polite with their tone but ONE.. man. he really rubbed me the wrong way. he sped talked through all of this criticism and didn't even try to think or understand my conceptual shots.. just said "i don't like them". didn't look at the portfolio as a whole (which is what it is--don't get me wrong, i know they're supposed to be strong images on their own) and just.. AH! :( the other two judges gave me some really good input.. i mean.. not to say that the other one didn't.. just.. the way they said it, made me want to listen more, y'know? ah whatever, that's just life and that's just my opinion.

went to pick up stix, got food (yum!!).. relaxed a little.. went back to mason to have our "group review" (whole class talks, etc).. got a B- on my portfolio and an A- on my promo. and a B- on my final.. so.. eh. not too bad i guess. i don't like B-'s 'cause they're too close to C's for my taste but at least i passed. skipped our finance class 'cause we hadn't done our final project (gonna e-mail it to her--supposed to email it--tomorrow and say we're on a plane to TX.. yea.. we're bad). hope we pass that class but who knows. i'd feel bad if i had to repeat it but i'd feel bad (but relieved) that i passed. so who knows!

ugh, too much text. here's some pictures! :) all from wetseal.com

aw it looks like a tulip! hahha. though.. not necessarily flattering AT ALL on me.. you need boobs and legs--and i have neither (CLICK)

love pencil skirts!! :) plus the belt is kinda cute too.. reminds me of an infinity sign (CLICK)

cute? quite possibly :) i could def see this on beth.. if the top didn't look quite so snake-skin-y. y'know? maybe i'm looking at it weird and it's actually like.. floral.. (CLICK)

aaahhhh cuuuteeeeeee. i would buy it if i were not trying so hard not to spend. was that too many double negatives? hmm :| (CLICK)

also cute ;P and i love pinstripe, though i dunno why. the other pencil skirt might be cuter. (CLICK) but, at all ;P 

oh oh! my wallet came today :) sweeeet. got it off kohls.com, i think it was half price ($17 vs orig $34). had to expedite shipping to make sure that i got it.. so that doubled the price (+$15). wtf :( i hate expediting things (except for jade's present! ;P that was definitely worth expediting) but i wanted it soon. bleh.

it's fatty!! but it feels nice at least.. i hope it doesn't get too scratched in my purse. not that i have many sharp objects..? i dunno. fat fat fat. but i took out my checkbook (fatty white thing on the right--that's what she said!! OOO) only carrying one spare check because.. in all honesty.. who carries checks??

balla status yo! ;DD hahaha.. juuuust kidding. i WISH. this is part of the rent from my roomie (i'm the check writer.. yayuhh. but when they don't have the full amt of their rent, it's a nah uhhhh). 

lots of space :) sort of annoying how it doesn't unzip all the way around.. but i'm sure i'll live. 

card space! sort of annoying how i can only fit 1 card per slot :( but.. eh. sort of cool how it's horizontal :) and hopefully they break in soon.. it was a pain in the ass to get some of these cards in. and YES i covered my damn chola looking license pic! i don't need to blind ya'll. and i'm quite serious about that. 

the outside part (obviously) + clasp. plus price tag.. which i just cut off. it's smoooooth :) i hope i don't lose this thing inside of my purse. speaking of purses, i sort of want a new one. beth's one in this pic is freaking adorable!

you can't see it too well here but.. SO CUTE. plus it looks freakin huge.. LOL. i love huge purses.. even though i constantly lose stuff.. i dunno. they're just fun :) you know what else is cute in this pic? THE GIRLS. amagawdd~ my fab5 is filled with hotties. lovelove :) 

the old wallet that i got from mervyn's.. i think i got cathy wong a similar one.. except the inside of hers was magenta pink. and the outside might've been white. i forget now, it's been awhile.. 

the inside.. very girly and weird for me. i liked it at the time, thought it was artsy and different. the thing i liked MOST about it was because it was so skinny!! i had a guys' wallet for awhile but decided that i HATED folding my bills.. and this was my upgrade. then i got cards.. and.. then it got fat(ish). still nowhere near as fatty as the new one. 

my ELF bronzers and blush.. got two tones of bronzer (had a code to get one free).. and one shade of blush.

semi-blended in.. i think they're actually kinda nice :) sort of wish the blush was more pigmented.. but.. hah! me, using blush? 

recently used the darker shade as a contour + blush on apples + lighter bronzer on forehead + nose.. on HALF my face.. walked over to the boyfriend (in the same room, hahah) and asked which side he liked better. he liked the contoured side. so.. go me? did i do it right? i dunno. i also forgot to take pics and i'm a lazy mofo right now.. sleep deprived! didn't get my 10-11 hours + possible nap. LOL. i sleep like i'm depressed! 

bleh! bryant's friends showed up and i just started cleaning like MAD. no fair warning, i tell you! no fair warning!