MIA

even though i haven't REALLY been MIA.. i also haven't been posting either. eek! :| 

things have just been haardd.. :<>

- classes are FINALLY over.. though the last few days of class definitely had me up until 4-5am. yes, procrastination definitely played a part but at the same time, it was just busy. this entire class was just one huge clusterfcuk and i was basically super unhappy with my photo class.. super unhappy with the teacher.. just.. unhappy. all i want now is to pass. i'm too tired to be stressed. i came home yesterday and slept for SEVENTEEN HOURS!

but i absolutely ADORED my psych class. it was a really interesting life dynamic there.. 

- moving. i'm sure most/all of you know about my difficulties with moving! we paid double rent last month and am hoping not to do it again for this upcoming july.. that's why i'm so. DAMN. BROKE! whew. been using my parents credit card way more often than i would like. so i've been without internet or computer a few times. and even though we do have two cars, like this morning, my keys were at THIS place so i had to wait for the bf to come pick me up and i wasn't on the top of his priority list.. then we had errands to run.. then we had to move.. x__x;

and on top of that, tomorrow's my brother's birthday AND father's day.. AND we still have more stuff to move! so my mom really, really, really wants me home for dinner but i don't know if we can make it T__T; sigh.. 

anyway, we decided to move even though we haven't found a new renter. the landlord said the sooner we move out, the sooner he can find a renter.. so i don't know if that's still breaking our lease or how that's going to go down, but regardless we want to get EVERYTHING out by tomorrow. plus we have to get down to my parents' house by sunday night.. and.. the bf's flight out to houston is on monday.. eek. 

those two things together.. not fun!

anywho, been trying out a few new products.. namely a powder sunscreen (spf30).. and 2 new prescriptions from my dermo (one for rosacea--apparently--and one for lightning the scars/hyperpigmentation on my cheeks). apparently the lightening one takes about 3 months for noticeable difference.. and it also costs $160! stupid prescription. but if it helps, it helps.. and i'd be SUPER grateful because that's the reason why i want/need heavy coverage on my foundation. that's ALL! that and you know, under eye circles sometimes. 

maybe i should try taking weekly photos. we'll see. xD 

also jogged/walked for 2 miles with the bf the other day.. being out of shape AND not getting much sleep = me being incredibly sore for way more days than i should've. friday = very sore.. saturday = woke up after 17 hours and was not sore. at all. LOL! i love sleep. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WUZZY!! i know i'm a few hours late.. but i did tell you via twitter xD 

you're such a sweet, kind, generous, amazing, spunky gal. i'm so glad i met you! via online anyways xD come to cali so i can take pics of you and your man! hehee. love youuuuu! <3