procrastinating

christmas plans.. i still don't know when we're leaving for texas but i think for the actual days of christmas, we're going to his grandparents' house in louisiana! their town is called natchitoches.. and it's pronounced "na ka tish" (wtf right? yea i know). then the rest of the time we're gonna be at his parents house in houston. we're just gonna drive there (to his gparents') apparently, only about 4 hours away. AWESOME. louisiana! that's about as far east as i've ever been.. minus japan ;) hahhaa. but you know. i think it'll definitely be interesting. get to meet his big sis (daunting!).. she seems pretty cool but she's being playfully (i hope) threatening. when bryant+fam was in costa rica for christmas, the one told he called me.. he was at a bar with his sister, drunk.. and she told me she'd kill me if i hurt him.. or something like that. of course, when i went to houston and met his mom, she told bryant that she'd kill him if he hurt me. LOL :)

so.. that's about.. 4 days in louisiana.. then the rest of the time in texas. total of about 2.5 weeks? 2 weeks? i dunno :| bryant wants to spend the max amount of time in texas. just hope i can get home enough to see you girls for awhile! you people actually.. now that my blog is public. harhar. 

KATIE!! the reason why i think it's odd is 'cause though bryant and i have been dating for about 13 months.. noah and joyce have been together for.. well.. much less than me. maybe about 2-3 months? plus my mom's friends are way more likely to ask if noah and joyce got married just 'cause he's older and around that engaged/married age :P

ohh i'm going through hot chocolate like it's toilet paper! and that's a mildly gross analogy because hot chocolate is brown and poo is brown, which you use TP for (i hope). plus hot chocolate makes you pee thus you have to use TP too (again, i hope).. 

JADE!! i need to know when you want to do that dinner thing :| ASAP!

i'm getting into this habit (not really) of burping.. which.. bryant finds absolutely disgusting. and i've told him that HIS burps and farts are absolutely disgusting (which is why i started burping, to give him a taste of his own medicine).. so he's laid down a compromise that he won't burp if i don't burp. i said fair enough. yet he keeps burping. JERK! he says he's trying really hard but it doesn't seem like it. in fact, it seems like he's burping more often SINCE this compromise than before. hmm... fishy fishy. we'll see though. 

ah, yes. clothes pictures. i keep forgetting. 

i'm a god-like being.. with silver rays expelling from my face~ :P isn't the back cute??

makes me really want to take a pic of a mime :|

ignore the fat, ahaha. just a long sleeve tee.. since.. i don't have many :|

you can see my pretty dark blue nailpolish in the top pic :) that kept on peeling.. gdamn thing. anywho. DEFINITELy not a dress but i was way too lazy to put my pants back on (that's what she said!)

ankle boots! under jeans, they look awesome :) some girl complimented me on them.. and asked if i got them at the store we were at. yes. that was definitely one way to decide if i wanted to get them or not.. plus they're super comfy :) at least for the 5 min that i tried them on.

ignore the chubs!! i really need to diet or exercise or something. i'm getting ready to hibernate 0__- same collar as the blackgrey long sleeve. but hey it looks like i have boobs! yeessss :)

that's not all! just.. that's all i took pics of in the dressing room ;) hahaha. it was mostly to send to bryant to see if he liked them or not.. 'cause.. if he doesn't like it, chances are i'm just on a buy-shop-happy mood and won't like it later. it's very convenient having a boyfriend :) LOL. though not only for that reason of course! i tried finding pics of my clothes online (mostly my wet seal stuff) but.. none of it was online. what the heck! i guess i just get the old stuff that no one wants :) hahhaa. either that or they suck at updating their website.. who knows.

speaking of the boyfriend.. i started in on his "christmas box". full of.. randomness. i doubt he reads this.. mostly because.. i've never seen it on his screen.. and i'm basically always around him. so.. BRYANT WALLACE SWANSTROM, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU BETTER STOP. NOW. love you :) hahhaa.

aaanyway.. got him a tshirt so far.. a pair of boxers.. and some chocolate (ferrer rocher.. he goes through that like it's air!). trying to think of what else i can get him.. anything at the camera store that's affordable.. he's bought already. poo! and i don't want to buy it in front of his face. so we'll just have to see. maybe i'll do something cute and sentimental ;) hahaa. we'll see. either way, i need to concentrate on getting gifts for the other 3 of the fab5! eeek.. and not knowing when we're gonna get together for jade's bday dinner.. and are we gonna get together post-new years for gift exchange?? sort of seems like it, esp with me gone.. and the rest of you and your vacations :P ahha. yay! i'm finally going somewhere for christmassss :) 

i just have to get through 2 more weeks of class. ughh :( i could complain more about it but i won't. already missed both classes today.. the finance make up class on monday.. and didn't feel like going to class on tuesday, but did anyway. ARGH! really need to get OFF my ass and start DOING stuff. i hope the teacher accepts our late assignments :| we'll see..... demo tomorrow morning and class at noon(ish). we'd better go. i'm tired of making excuses.. to myself. and other people. i just feel bad :( 

potential new year's resolution list:

- wean self off of procrastinating

- lose weight (8-10lbs)

- exercise more.. bring tennis stuff up to sb!!

- shoot for myself more.. keep my creativity going

- sleep like a normal person! aka.. sleep around 11-12.. wake up around 9-10 (no more 2-4pm). 

- open up a ROTH IRA

- spend less D:

- save more

- cook more! go out less.

- complain less.. unless it's going to destroy my soul.

- be a better person.. in general.

huzzah. time to go shoot or at least empty my bladder.