170. cold :|

yes.. from all this glorious heat (or at least it was warm enough to just wear a cardigan.. or just a shirt).. winter decided to strike today. i decided part of the reason why i didn't wake up until 2:30 today was because i didn't want to get out of my warm blankets. why? FOG. all day! well.. maybe not FOG persay.. but definitely COLD. OVERCAST. GREY. BLEH!

ANYwhosers.. 

i'm getting towards the end of my period but i randomly got moody today. was it the weather? i dunno. i wanted to go out to dinner, bryant was ehh.. at 6, we both decided we weren't hungry. checked again 6:45, he wasn't hungry. 7:30 he still wasn't hungry. then i got upset.. because.. i was getting hungry, for one. and he's ALWAYS hungry! just by being a GUY, he's constantly hungry, constantly wanting something or eating something. and today.. today he wasn't hungry? i dunno, i just got really upset. grabbed the blanket, huddled up on the couch, listening to the sounds of him playing SIM CITY, not even wondering where i was or anything (at least he didn't come check up on me). then, as you know (at least i do), when i get sad.. i thought of all the other things that made/make me sad, which didn't help at all. blah! and eventually around 8:30 he walked in and asked if i still wanted to go 'cause he was hungry. i had gotten uh.. a little teary (damn mood swings!) so i was acting weird for awhile.. but eventually got over it.. mostly when he was trying to stuff an end piece into his mouth (we went to go get sushi). i have a video of it :) hahaha. definitely made me laugh. plus i ate so i wasn't hungry-cranky.. and he was being cute, trying to figure out why i was acting so weird.

darn that boy, making me smile :)

in the photographic life of sarah? this product shot i did today. hopefully needless to say, ©sarah sakamoto, all rights reserved, dammit! well.. shot it awhile ago.. took a few new shots today and re-retouched it today. bryant's giorgio armani shoes.. 

my UD stuff :) "baked" and "chains". pretty pretty~

someone still needs to teach me how to take a FLASH pic of a swatch.. -__-

ah, yes. a lovely story.. i was rolling around in bed, tired but not able to fall asleep.. and i have NO IDEA what i did.. but all of the sudden i hear a decently loud CRACK and my finger started to hurt. what the fack? so i roll over, turn on the lamp and.. my nail had torn halfway off D: UGH! so i had to cut it SUPER short.. 

*my nails are NORMALLY at this length. 

so i decided to cut ALL of my nails that short. well. slightly longer but still very short for me :| and i do not like it at allllll.. but it'll be good for me i guess :| i have a problem with picking at scabs or just scratching in general (that's why i have so many scars) so hopefully this will help. definitely not going to do this again.. hate the feeling. never had my nails this short! not even when i was playing piano or violin. PLUS my nails are as long (or as short) as bryant's.. and.. that's just weird. he's just lazy and refuses to clip them when i tell him because.. he hates being told what to do (get a haircut, cut your nails, do the dishes, transfer money, etc). ai ya ya.. 

my horrible point-and-shoot shots of my UD MU. 

top is "chains" and bottom is "baked" + NYX "copper"

both have NYX "black" and MAC "shroom" if you're wondering.

i wish it showed up as more of a green :| maybe i didn't layer it on enough.

i'm turning into gooollllddd... or something. nah, i just think my white balance is off. extreme tungsten light doesn't help either~

also did my eye MU (typed EMU.. and laughed) in 5min (or less?) using "baked" and "gunmetal" w/ NYX "black" and MAC "shroom".. but when i got all moody, it came off :| go figure. 

been looking up a few vids on youtube to see if i can find a better way to put on MU.. think i found a way or two. we'll see though. i still like my 5min method best~ using a big brush (my FAV brush of all time.. UD's blender brush) put base color (shroom) all over.. then put on whatever shade you want (gunmetal).. then using an angled brush, put on black. use large brush to put on highlight (shroom) and inner eye corner shade (baked).. and.. done!

ah yes! remember me talking about a girl named KELLI? yupp. here she is!

her personality's basically like the first shot.. very cute, sweet, wholesome, innocent. that one is way too.. high school portrait ish though :| gonna reshoot it i think (she asked me to come in and help her with strobe lights). decent lighting. teacher really liked the second one though.. but.. i think i might reshoot it too. gonna see if i can edit it first (both pics) 'cause she had the hardest time not laughing when i was shooting this pose.. hahha. it is pretty funny, considering it's not much like her personality at all. might shoot some more while i'm teaching her about the lights. 

ugh, silverfish in the bathroom while i was taking a poo! (LOL)

ugh, portfolio! what am i gonna do?? :(

ugh, shooting at 7am tomorrow!

ugh, returning equipment before going to ventura tomorrow! (maybe we can extend)

ugh, being in ventura by 9am!

ugh, makeup finance class!

ugh, tomorrow being our 1year 1month anni.. with little/no free time! :(

i have more to write but this entry's pretty long. gonna go brainstorm for port~