160. 91 freeway fire

first a fire up in santa barbara/montecito.. now a fire at homehome. 

i'm worried sick. 

first update was when i was randomly calling home and my mom tells me they're evacuating.. go online to look.. there really IS a fire. bro calls, asks me if i want anything from my room, there's a house down the street (7-8 houses down) that's on fire. 

get worried. sit in a dull sort of unreal space for awhile. then it hit me. broke down. bryant comforted me. he went to go up with a pilot to take pics of the SB tea fire. sat there alone, felt like i was in a bubble. 

stace called, left me a vmail and a text.. listened to those about 10 times.. felt a little better. started texting/calling people to see if they were ok.. 

more people getting evac'd, houses burning down in BFE.. 

parents leaving joyce's parents' house in fullerton to go check on the house.

bryn and katie getting evac'd, get MORE worried. closer to home.

house 2 houses up and across the street is burning.

bro going to go check on the house, parents are waiting there.. 

worried, worried. worried.

i hope you all are safe. way too close to home, too close to heart. too close to my family.