hello, hello.
i blog because i do not want to write an essay.. much less think of a shot that i have to do SOON because i have to go cut window mats and all of that soon..
i think i'm tired of school already. or maybe it's the long 4 day weekends that get into my head and make me totally lethargic and.. lazy. that's quite possible. at least i'm not feeling overloaded. i just need to stop procrastinating.. starting.. tomorrow :)
i chose tomorrow not only to make a crack at the fact that i really am LAZY, but also because i get a bunch of new assignments tomorrow and therefore i can start anew. though i should really say "right now!" because i still do have a bunch of things to do..
i need to come up with an idea to do for my birthday. plan something. do something. think of something. think of somewhere to eat, something to do.. no sleepover because it's just the beginning of school and that wouldn't work.. plus i'd want to drag bryant down with me because i don't like making that long sb--home drive by myself anymore. not that i liked to in the first place.
i'm regressing into becoming heavily dependent.. on.. bryant, mostly. i feel stubborn and needy.. it could just be the fact that it's humid and i have a headache that i'm feeling so negative. but yes, i am happy. just not at the moment. after this i'll go find an aspirin or something.. that's in my purse.. where ever my purse is.. >>;
well. mostly i've regressed into.. well. okay. bryant said one time "let's build a fort!" and i got really excited for some reason. and he built a half-assed fort to cover his head to keep the light away (i was up late working on a photoshop assignment).. then i made one.. but it wasn't really that good. it was sort of small. but it worked. then i improved it again.. and it's been up for about 2 days.. and i really, really like it for some reason. i can just lay in here and feel like a little kid and feel protected and.. i dunno.
regression.
mostly it just gets stuffy in here.. so when we sleep, bryant's usually ouside of the fort and i'm half in, half out. or i'm in and bryant's half in half out. either way.
also been wearing glasses for the past couple days.. just because.. it's so easy. no hassle. of course it sucks when i go outside and it's way too bright.. i feel like i'm getting chromatic aberrations or something. who knows.
the flight of the conchords are awesome (band). go listen to them :)
i have to go find fishnet stockings for a picture.. and i baked cupcakes last night.. and they are delicious.
the pre-seasoned chicken we bought at vons, however, was not delicious.
poo.. :(
2 comments:
hey! haha yeah when school starts i'm sure i will still be in summer mode for a bit too =( which sucks cuz i have a heavy load again...=(. and dont worry i'm lazy too =P.
And about your birthday........hhmmmmmmm.....well, we could eat [you choose obviously - what do you crave or havent gotten in a while?] and movie and ice cream/boba and take pics and ... and i'm bad at this hahaha ask the other stace -she's the best =D but i'm sure you will figure something out.
and dont worry about regressing back to being a kid...i do it all the time =D haha. it's nice to think about it and remember what you did to make yourself feel comfortable and safe. cuz when you get older, you can still do teh same things and at least for me, it gives me confidence to start again so...i wouldnt worry too much =].
and being dependent on bryant isnt a bad thing as long as it's not TOO dependent you know? still be that girl who can do whatever she wants without needing a guy by your side 24/7. =] you can't lose your spunk - i will kill the new you haha =D
haha i hardly wear my glasses - too used to contacts.....and my optometrist would kill me =]
your cupcakes are always delicious!!! i never cared for teh preseasoned chicken. try bbqing them or just pan frying them and eat them with a dipping sauce [teriyaki is best, but soy sauce w/ cilantro or hot sauce works, or hickory bbq sauce - just a little or whatever]
school sucks. lets just leave it at that! :P
awww, i wanted to build a fort when we came over. and really epic one too! next time :)
its okay to be dependent on people. esp if its someone that close to you. but i agree with stace. not TOO MUCH okay? you gotta hold your own, and i know for a fact that you can do it :)
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