111. shocking

it's so weird going to school with people who are older.. i check facebook profiles and it says "married" and it's not that facebook thing where you put that you're married to your best friend, but actually married. i guess it's not that uncommon, considering that people get married IN college or to their college sweethearts. still, i find it sort of weird when i'm browsing class mates' pages and i see "married" and i see pictures of a wedding of or in an album called "my love" or whatever. just odd. odd that people are getting engaged.. or are so set on being married. seems like we were just in middle school when people thought they were in love but it was just a middle school thing (granted, some were real) and they thought it was so real. but now.. it doesn't seem like people have changed at all but now they're getting married. SO WEIRD.

it'll be weirder when people I personally know (not just classmates) start getting engaged. when cheryl and jon officially get engaged, when kat and james get officially engaged, when natalie and tim get engaged (canyon kids). natalie says she and tim want to get married before they graduate college, because then tim will go off to med school and they want to be able to live together without people saying things. saying things? do people say things about me and bryant? i guess. bryan (imayanagita, to clear the air, haha) was saying "oo, i don't want to see little sarah's running around yet" and whatnot. of course there's talk. but it doesn't bother me because.. well. first and foremost, my parents don't mind, they trust me. i know i won't be doing anything to risk that sort of situation. granted, it did miff me a little when bryan kept on going about that because he has this smug bryan thing that he does.. like.. "sure you do" or whatever. i know he's joking and he doesn't mean it in a bad way, it just gets on my nerves sometimes.. but.. you know. bryan and i are on good terms and all :) he's a good guy. just miffs me sometimes. go figure, lots of people miff me.. i'm miff-able, unfortunately :P

and i can't help but think.. since brooks is a 3 year program and bryant and i have already gone through almost a year (coming up on 11 months in a few weeks) and so there's only about 2 years left, unless we make a mistake and have to retake a class or something.. and if we do get through 3 years.. would he move back to texas? what would happen to us? he says he doesn't want to move back to texas and that he'd probably stay in california but i'd probably move back home and he wouldn't exactly live in yorba linda. and it wouldn't be BAD to not see him as often but it'd be different and it'd take awhile to get used to. would we get engaged? would we keep dating? i guess after 3 years, if we didn't get engaged, unless i had a hint that he was going to sometime very soon.. what would i do?

ugh, stupid thoughts in my head. this is hypothetically speaking. IF we last 2 more years. 2 years! lots to happen in 2 years.




oh... brad left today :( boo. the third roomie has gone. packed up and gone. sadness. i got a minute hug from him, he said "i'm all sweaty and.. sexy." hahaha. oh, brad. sadness. but blake's moving in (another one of bryant's old room mates). the happa one.. half japanese, half german "axis powers!" so that'll be cool.. i got a phonecall from a girl yesterday but right after i had posted onto.. oh man. long story. i'll post about it later, just remind me. and cuzz, it's coming in a letter to you :) hahaha. so you don't get dibs on asking for a story when it's coming! just wait :DD i'm on page.. 4 (if you only count single sides, but i did write double sided. to save trees. like you :D haha).

oh! i didn't get a pic of brad and me....... POOP :(



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