074. shorty

in response to stace: i-heart-you-too (or four). 

and the rest of you.. take out the last image :P or just think of it as me being fobby.

as for the title: shorty is, for once, not in reference to beth :P

first photo class today. morning was okay. getting in the habit of showering in the morning. wakes me up, i guess. feels good. clean is good. um.. class was okay. lots of handouts. i took lots of notes even though i probably didn't need to take that many, or repeat so many things that were on the handouts (maybe they were on the handouts, maybe not. bryant and i decided to only get one copy of handouts 'cause he always loses his or something happens to his so.. just get one copy and i'll keep it in a binder, etc) so he was looking through the handouts (sort of) while i was typing away. makes class much more interesting. i sort of phased out at times but.. eh. whatever. still getting used to the whole concept of "morning". it's strange. especially during the summer :\ blah. um.. got back home, bryant warmed up a pizza.. then i cut up strawberries for myself and made bryant a banana split (banana + vanilla icecream, haha). forgot what happened after but i know that i napped for a long time. woke up, emailed candice the notes, bryant was cooking dinner.. steak and egg noodles for a side. it was pretty good, a little bland (he said so too.. so, bryant, if you're reading this.. i am NOT criticizing you! dork!--i opened up my blog on his iphone to show bincins the wines that i had with the bouchon dinner.. and forgot to log out, so he was reading my blog earlier today in class). then he washed dishes and i was wiping them and putting them away.. and.. i don't know. we got into another stupid argument. i think i'm just tired and moody (maybe i'm about to start my period D: ugh) but.. he used a regular measuring cup for rice (and we have one just for rice) and i just got REALLY annoyed with the fact that he used a regular measuring cup (and left it in the rice bag). but i didn't talk about it after i mentioned it then he went to go sit on the couch and play his new-ish video game and i went over to him and thanked him for making dinner and washing dishes.. but i asked him to not use the regular measuring cup as a rice measuring cup. and he got annoyed and told me i was being irrational and that it made no sense, they were both measuring cups, the rice one was dirty, he didn't see why i was making such a big deal of it.. and i just was so annoyed. i have NO idea why. i went into the bedroom and he told me to go to him ("sarah! come hereeee.") and said he was annoyed because of all he did and i just had to bring up the measuring cup thing. and i sort of got teary eyed and started having those emo-dramatic-thoughts and.. yea. then i got over it. we played rock band for a little and now he's in the bedroom, i'm sitting out here.. i have no idea if he's still annoyed. i just feel sad inside typing this because it IS stupid but part of me says if i go in there and apologize, that he'll go on a rant saying yes it WAS stupid and i'll get all annoyed and moody again. better to apologize than to sit over something so stupid, right? yea.. 

oh, another thing that really pissed me off.. i got my deposit check back from RnR (my old housing people) and i got $70 out of the $500 i had. and apparently i got charged about $400 for cleaning.. and an additional $50 for replacing blinds/doors? i have no idea! i called them yesterday and then they called me back today and said that they had cleaned the place 4 times (apparently every time a roomie moved out.. plus this most recent time when we all moved out). and apparently some blinds and something was wrong with the door.. which i had NO freaking idea. alaina had had the blinds replaced but apparently between the time she moved IN and when we all moved OUT, some got broken again!! so bogus! i got charged for it because i didn't report it--because i was never there, never looked, assumed things were fine. PISSED. sent her a text, then later a facebook message, asking her to reimburse me because IT IS NOT MY FAULT, but i get charged for HER shit because i didn't look because i trusted her. but she never replies to me anyways. so we'll see. so yea. then i thought they would clean between roomies by themselves.. but.. no. in the contract, it says that *i*, ME, ME, SARAH SAKAMOTO, has to let RNR know, I HAVE TO GIVE THEM NOTICE, that MY room mate has MOVED OUT. and if i DON'T, then i get PEGGED WITH CLEANING FEES. why the hell should *i* have to let RNR know that that my ROOM MATE moved out?! they already KNOW. why do i have to let them know further?! i got SUPER pissed. but it's in the fucking contract and UGH. i'm just so PISSED. so fucking stupid. just another way to get people's money. pissed pissed pissed. 

nope, bryant just came out of the room.. and he isn't annoyed at all. i'll apologize anyways. then go eat some chocolate icecream or something. not that that would help my face at all. but you know :\ whatever. 

first group meeting is tomorrow, shooting "grey card" assignment. seems like a waste of time. oh well. i guess it's an intro into using the big digital backs.. so.. eh. i guess i can deal with it. but it seems like this is a highly intensive class. the teacher said to put in 50-60 hours in the studio (or other effort) and to shoot every 3 days.. and the class will be easy. so that means.. i may not be able to come home. we'll see. i'll try my absolute BEST to at least come home for a DAY.. see if they want a free saturday.. and.. yea. i'm sorry. it's just so much group work and it takes a really, really long time and it's super intensive. maybe once we get started, i'll find out that i can but.. as for now.. i don't know. i'm sure it'll be okay if i come back for a day, esp for beth's birthday! jeez. :\ just as a head's up though. i am no longer 100% go-go for home activities.. 

BUT. we shall see! before i get all bummed and negative.

just been very.. blah lately :\ sorry girls. 

x0xo