Thursday, October 23, 2008

134. theeeeee end

last day of photo class today (at 8am!! eww, i had to wake up at 7am :( boo.. found out we didn't have milk so i could not have cereal so we just went to coffeebean and a tea latte had to suffice). had portfolio reviews.. more like everyone walked around, looked through portfolio books, voted on their favorite (3 class sections total but you voted within your section) and then went upstairs for a "debriefing" (haha) from the bruce andd.. had a few extra credit presentations.. and left. i only really liked one or two of my images.. i like the concept but i need to go back and redo them. hm. we'll see. like i want to redo the shot of beth in the kimono that i did almost a year ago.. who knows :) 


apparently bruce really liked me because in the comment section of bryant's portfolio/binder grade sheet, he wrote about me (well, bryant and me together LOL). and told bryant to "take care of your sweet, sweet girlfriend. in the end, that's what matters". maybe he just has yellow fever. he was a really nice guy though, i liked him a lot. actually, i liked my past 3 teachers. and my english one (current class). woot for good, interesting teachers. 

**if you comment on any part of this.. at least answer this question.. pleeasers. :)
ah, so. i was wondering if you guys minded if i opened up my blog to the public? mostly because i had a few people wondering why i wasn't posting on xanga anymore.. and a few other bloggers. plus katie asked me to start blogging :<>



ah! so i gave in and had a cookie...

these are the exact ones we have.. hahha. aahh! :< 


apparently there are different flavors and colors.. i've had the yellow one (hidden under the blue one).. but not the other ones. hm..


aren't these cute? pale.. and sort of uncooked looking.. but cute :)



i thought this was cute too :) it looked cuter when it was smaller.. but it was still nonetheless pretty cute looking.




ah! my VS jacket came in tuesday.. and i sent it back yesterday. i just didn't like how it fit :( it was too bulky.. plus it smelled weird. wool smell? i duno. either way.. it just didn't look good. it was fine when it was unbuttoned but apparently bryant liked it better the other way.. and for a $150 jacket, i'd better love it before i keep it. 


i guess i'll just stick to hoodies.. but i do want a more "chic" jacket. something that looks good with formal stuff.. like when bryant and i go to a fancy dinner.. i can't wear my brooks hoodie with my black dress, y'know? :( blah.




i think this is kind of cute too. i really like the.. um.. what do you call it. "boho" style? maybe that's not the right word :(


one of my friends up here in SB has a jacket like this.. she looked so cute in it. blargh. it was really expensive though, from jcrew :<



cute much?! i think so! but i don't think i could ever wear these with my chunky calves.


yay for leaves :) even though this definitely isn't the prettiest necklace i've ever seen.. 




i've resigned myself to the fact that i can't dress outside of my body type. though many places have told me i can't wear pencil skirts.. i still.. really like them. but i know that even though i really like the skinny jean look, i can't pull it off with my legs. i can wear "long tops" just fine because of my long torso.. but i'm having problems with the boobage. sometimes low cut look great and other times it just looks weird. and they say "modest is hottest" but sometimes i just wish i could have that edge. the boob edge. hahahhaa.. oh me oh my. but.. yes. wide shoulders and small boobs sort of suck. even with a push up bra (that i love).. i just need a necklace or something in there to fill the space. SOMETIMES. other days i feel like it's great and i can wear a tube top or spaghetti strap or whatever else and feel fine.

some days i just go to "body type" pages and fashion pages and google what hair cuts look best on my face type and what clothes i can and can't wear and take tests that tell me what body type i am even though i already know what i am.. ah, if only i had a supermodel body. long to-die-for legs instead of shorter, chunky ones. 




small to OK waist with large hips = voluptuous or gross? 


this photograph bothers me. it just isn't well lit. aaanyway.. she looks fine. who knows what her legs look like though. i'm guessing supermodel thin. either way, there must've been a reason why they cropped her legs.. 


SHE looks cute. i guess you can wear (mostly) anything and look good if your body image is good.. if you're happy about how you look and you just glow.. it looks good. though she is dressing well :) more decoration/fabric around the boobs make them look bigger and draw attention away from the actual size.. she has sort of chunky calves too so she isn't wearing shoes that have ankle straps, which make your legs look more chunky. her arm is held away from the body, making it appear slimmer (even if it doesn't really need to be.. always good to loose 10 lbs than having it pressed up against your side, making you look like your arm gained weight). black reduces, hides and contracts. pencil skirt and the belt accentuate her small waist. so, cute? yes. because of her attitude and how she's properly dressed for her body type.. 


if only i had a stylist that told me "good" or "bad". i definitely have some clothes in my closet that i bought because i liked the design or how it looked rather than how it looked on ME. especially shirts with cute backs.. and the front is just so-so.. ah. 


so bryant came back and i'm supposed to be asleep. so. i'm going to go lay down. ta-ta :) 

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh fashion. never in a million years did i think that i would ever know ANYTHING about fashion. but surprisingly, i really like it. its fun to mix and match and feel good about what you're wearing. the most important rule about fasion? there are NO RULES! wear whatever the heck you want! just feel happy in it :) but i do understand what you mean though, how do you feel happy? by looking good, and you ms. sarah sakamoto, always look good to me :)

and in regards to the public blog thing, im not sure how i feel. i really would like to keep this one a fabfive thing. but i dont know, jade never posts and im just not sure how well this is working out. i guess we can take a vote on it? or its up to you? haha, i dunno.