106. nucking futs

so, apparently it wasn't alaina, as she informed me of, rather rudely. i was rather heated too, so it's not only her fault. but she went on to say that i "conditioned to go with the high school-esque drama" and told me that she "pities me". 

whatever. i am done with that. done. i was unfortunately not able to get over myself and go the "high route" or whatever that is.. i had to send her one more message. i did apologize but i did tell her that i didn't appreciate her being all high and mighty. then blocked her and her pot smoking boyfriend. i am done. done done done. 

ironically, it really did turn into high school drama. i suppose either brad heard wrong or it was shawna. either way, i'm done with it. i just want my freaking money from shawna then i'll be done with her too. but she insists that she did it already and that it's just a bank problem.. ok. brad did say something about a weird thing with banks transferring that i have to go into the bank, etc.. and if still no, then.. ugh. her parents are supposedly gonna go sue RnR or something to get our money back (a $500 deposit and i only got $70 back!). so i guess if that works out.. then.. whatever. 

i seriously feel like opening up a can of whoop ass. WHOOP ASS. 

it's so funny how things work out. my main friends up here are guys. why? because guys aren't bitches, they don't PMS, they don't get all worked up. i admit i get worked up, but i'm especially bad. i get stubborn and worked up and all of that, so coupled with another person like that.. is bad. that's why i need to hang around with guys. i have a temper and i freaking KNOW it like no other.. and i can usually control it but when it gets to things like that. i guess it's my pride? what is it? a trait i developed from my dad and it is definitely not good. 

just mad D: arrrrr.. 

let our my anger creatively! yes. let's do it.