053. fidelity

by regina spektor :) i like this song~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGTDRztaCCw

i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds

i hear in my mind all of these voices
i hear in my mind all of these words
i hear in my mind all of this music

and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart
when it breaks my heart

and suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you
kiss me so sweet and so soft

suppose i never ever saw you
suppose we never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall





and the doom song!! http://youtube.com/watch?v=fqcn_TPu4qQ :)





stacy's survey-type-thing:

[5 favorite memories from senior year]
- second semester schedule<3 leaving after fourth period?! c'mon!
- bonding with you girls!
- senior prom (and sadies).. haha, imayanagita. oh jeebers.
- being lejano's TA and getting closer to garcia
- TENNIS!! jeebus <3 i almost forgot.

[5 foods I could eat forever]
- RICE!! hahah yes i know i'm very specific..
- chicken (all types)
- hamburger helper :)
- olive garden breadsticks
- frozen yogurt (pinkberry!!)

[5 places I love]
- my bed/s
- being with bryant (sorry, had to put that one there)
- hanging out with you girls <3 anytime, anywhere
- being at the beach/bonfire
- being in my car, blasting music and driving somewhere

[5 random thoughts]
- soup's ready!
- hope moving bryant's stuff isn't too much of a pain..
- i should go shower :(
- hope things go ok.. bryant and i ARE living together for at least a year
- first time i've seen brad get mad o.o; not at me but.. still.

[5 things I love]
- good food
- sleeping in
- hot showers
- snail mail letters
- going to see old teachers

[5 things I learned this year]
- my parents actually like when i call home once in awhile for no particular reason
- life is expensive :(
- how to be slightly less judgemental
- how to get over my fear of calling random people (not fear, i just don't like doing it)
- that craigslist > all (harhar)

[5 things I regret doing this year]
- not keeping in touch with old friends more
- putting even more of a check on my spending
- gone to the girl's CIF game and band's final performance.. or graduation
- being so judgemental
- not trying harder

[5 people who motivate me]
- photographers
- people in class
- kat hu
- you guys<3
- and of course, family

[5 things I love about cuzzo]
- she's my effing cousin! hahaha :)
- how we're so THE SAME. "yea i did.." "me too!" "and then i.." "me too!"
- how family oriented she is
- what a freaking hard worker! no joke.
- i agree with stace. makes me believe in true love :) and happily ever afters.

[5 things I love about pineapple beezy]
- how she can get along with so many people
- how we can relate emotionally. "i just want to.. her" "yea me too. except to.." "yea! i know!"
- her giggle: "HEHEHEHE"
- fashion sense (skinny people can fit into anything.. jeez)
- how completely lame she is.. hahaha :)

[5 things I love about shortie]
- how cute and girly she is.. haha :) she's girly enough for herself and part of me
- she can always take a joke. all of my lame ones too.
- how she keeps in touch with everyone. crazy.
- how she gets "mad" :) hahha
- the songs that she randomly says she likes. rnb stuff :)

[5 things I love about miss san diego 2008]
- so randomly hilarious. like her "ah HA" thing that she was making fun of beth with
- her outfits. even if it's short, she WORKS it.
- how freaking talented she is. violin musical magic!
- how sweet she is :) most definitely.
- whenever she says she's fat.. we give her this WHAT NO WAY reaction.. and her reaction to that.. is really cute :)