031. life?

yea, i need one. i need to stop posting here.. 

robert called. he wanted the money by tomorrow, otherwise he was going to show the house to other people, basically we would lose our position as #1 people, etc. i could get money (if i went home to get a check), brad could get money and then some, alex wasn't sure and.. bryant's parents wouldn't give him money until they saw the contract. so we called robert back and said that we needed the contract first but he wanted the money first, contract later. then i called alex and i asked him how much he could get and he said that since he was on dismissal so his parents weren't sure if they wanted him to come back to chicago or if he was going to stay here so he'd talk to us later when he got home but he said to count him out of housing. $3250 with three people was pretty much insane. not even three 'cause bryant couldn't get money without a contract. so. yes.

no apartment.

bummed. cuddled with bryant for a long time, sulking. went to vons 'cause i felt like sulking with comfort foods. ended up with $80 groceries.. eh. go figure. nothing new.

so.. i'm back to apartment hunting again. if i get a reply from one of the studios, it might end up being just me and bryant.. but i'd rather include brad, and alex if he stays. not so serious if we move as a group instead of just bryant and me. but if i can't get a larger one, if a studio is available.. i need to get it. and with these prices, i definitely need to split with bryant. ugh. just hope these people get back to me soon, they only left emails to contact with. 

ugh :(