015. Middle School Drama

did you guys have drama back then? i know i did. especially like.. 7th-8th grade. and, man. if you really stop and think about it.. what happened, why it happened, how it happened.. you realize.. that it's actually really, really, really, insanely, totally, completely, ridiculously hilarious. i figured that out when i took shaan out just to chill.. and we started reminiscing about stuff.. and there were lots of "i wish i could punch my old self in the face!" stuff. hahaha :) oh man, i miss that guy.

speaking of reminiscing and being all touched by stuff (not physically).. senior year yearbook entries! senior yearbook entries? senior-year yearbook entries? anyway.. yea. man. those things. i reread them and it made me really, really sad 'cause i don't talk to some of the people anymore. or if i do, it's very much reduced :( with the exception of you girls. well. jade, ahem!! but, seriously. i should really just call up people and just TALK. just make a playday and hang out. make some effort. i feel so.. lazy. i don't know a better word for it. just that feeling that you could be doing something better, could be in someone's life, could be good friends still if you just only took that one step but you can't seem to just take it. it's not that hard, it's just that something holds me back. afraid of awkwardness i guess. but there shouldn't be and.. eh. maybe i'm just weird. it's so easy to call beth but when i want to talk to stace or the other stace i'm just afraid of them being busy or not being able to reach them. and not really having talked to them on the phone much in the first place. then jade :( that i haven't had a good conversation with. i just need to get over it, especially with us girls. just call. and eventually it'll turn into routine and everything will be fine!




funny convo of the day (yesterday):

me (10:54:47 PM): brown and crunchy?
Auto Response from paul (10:54:48 PM): I am a piece of toast.
me (10:54:52 PM): you pop up?
me (10:54:56 PM): good to eat in the morning
me (10:54:58 PM): and with sandwiches
me (10:58:44 PM): sweet.
paul (11:04:23 PM): i am
paul (11:04:25 PM): DELICOUS
paul (11:04:31 PM): with apricot jam
paul (11:04:33 PM): :]
me (11:04:38 PM): ooo.
me (11:04:40 PM): gotta try that sometime
me (11:04:43 PM): apricot jam
paul (11:04:44 PM): please do.
me (11:04:44 PM): hmm
me (11:04:45 PM): hahaha
me (11:04:48 PM): alright
me (11:04:49 PM): :-)
me (11:04:51 PM): i promise.
paul (11:05:30 PM): <.<;;
me (11:05:56 PM): only 'cause you said so
me (11:06:02 PM): ;you were the cause of your own demise
me (11:06:02 PM): :P
paul (11:06:13 PM): aren't i always?



oh and stace! thanks for commenting on thebrooksperience. i totally didn't know that you commented until today, hahaha. then i was like.. ohcrap!! but.. yes. thanks much :) and good luck on your research paper!! like i said, if you have any "photo insight" questions, just ask. s'all good~

riverside tomorrow!! i hope my friend natalie responds to me :( we had set originally for wednesday but then beth got suddenly really busy D: so i had to change it so i asked nat if she was still free and.. no response. maybe she's studying or something. in a midterm. seeeee. otherwise i'd just call. but blargh! excuses, excuses.. and bethannnyyyy!! yaayyy, finally :)

going to go visit my 5th grade teacher :) mrs helen davis, aka luddite! hahha. hopefully she's there. going to drop by some cupcakes, hopefully she has time to talk or something.. that would be awesome. at least i can give her my brooksperience blog so she can see what i've been up to, even though it's mostly an uninteresting blog during the sessions, unless i somehow get out and shoot. :\ but yea. ah, i think it'll be fun :) at least i hope so.

irrrrrrrrrrrrrvine friday. gonna meet up with kristina (and natalie!! freaking coming from riverside) from 11-12.. and jin is free sometime either after 2 or 4 or something. and.. the rest of the day is devoted to the two stacy's :) my loves~ hahha.

did i mention that i was sore from playing tennis on saturday? man. yes i am. holy crap :( and yesterday i didn't want to cough or sneeze 'cause you know, it hurts. but i couldn't help it. been on some sneezing thing lately. i remember one day up in santa barbara, i sneezed seriously like.. 7 times in a row. well. not straight. but one sneeze came within a minute after each other and it was.. a really lame sequence.

at least i wasn't sore.

i feel gross. like i need to shower. but then, what if mandee calls me back and then i won't have time to see her before i go see ms davis 'cause i want to get to travis ranch around 2:30.. oh crap. that's what i was going to do. i got on the computer to look up what time travis ranch gets out. super lame! hahhaa. at least i remembered, i guess.

love you ladies! x0xo