007. Comfort foods

yesterday was a horribly crappy day. woke up later than i hoped to (wanted to go to registration before class), found out that my HUGE group project that we did.. we did the binder wrong so we had a D on 1/3 of it. pissed 'cause i thought it was one way but the other person thought it was another and we were running out of time so i just said "whatever" and went along with it--and i ended up being right. ugh, ugh. then went to class, didn't want to be there. found out we had our final that day.. that sucked. was only 20 questions and only took me 30 min so bryant and i left early (he finished around the same time that i did), went to go get some chipotle, started feeling a little better. went to registration, line, got into english AGAIN (english 2 this time), was plagued by the thought that i wasn't going to pass 200 and would have to take it again. shoes were hurting, haven't broken them in yet (obviously). started getting really tired. got back to the apartment with JUST enough time for me to hop into my car and go to english class (started at 4:00) but was a little late anyways. the whole time was not wanting to be there, whole class didn't want to be there so we were all making stupid jokes and the teacher couldn't help but laugh at the ridiculous comments (driving with a cellphone is BAD 'cause you wouldn't have enough hands to smoke and drink a beer AND have a cellphone..). finally got out a liiiiittle early, not much. went back to MY apartment, parking was alright. showered, no one was home. well, alaina got back right when i was leaving. we talked for a bit, then i went back to bryant's and he was just leaving to go shoot this one girl for his CD cover assignment and i was hungry and tired and i felt like shit and she was this cute little girl that was happy and she just got out of class that she basically had back to back for 12 hours and was drinking an energy drink and was still so cute and happy. she wasn't as pretty as i thought she was, she was more of a cute but still. she was just immediately cute and i felt so shitty and i just did not feel like being there but i promised bryant that i'd help him so i went and.. yea. then went back to his apartment after we finished shooting and found out that i did my two assignments that i had shot over the weekend completely wrong. well. the cd cover, i messed up on the ISO horribly and we weren't supposed to diffuse it and it was just WRONG. but bryant really liked my shots (i did too) so that was okay i guess. still did the assignment really wrong. and my editorial portraits of lejano were really bad too, me not being prepared, etc. i was better off when i thought of redoing the shots of him as a tennis coach, but of course i didn't follow up on that whim. and i was so upset (actually i think i found out about the shots earlier in the day) and i was telling brad (one of bryant's room mates) about how stressed i was and he told me to "go to the bathroom" (we were talking about places of zen) and it made me laugh. but after, i just felt like sleeping forever. and i was so tired but i couldn't sleep for some reason and it was just horrible.. eventually fell asleep. was laying there for awhile though. i had some dream about a big spiny fish that was really bad and i was turning my back to it to avoid it but it nibbled on my neck and i spazzed out and hit bryant--haha. i don't know if he woke up. but that's about the point where we stopped cuddling. 

woke up the next day, it was better. brad asked me how my day was and even though i had just woken up.. it made me feel better. and this whole day was alright i guess. rushed to put together a composite and we didn't even get to print that, but calitri didn't make a big deal out of it like i thought she was going to. then we were going to leave at break but RIGHT when we were leaving, calitri started class again, so that was pretty lame. then we had our lab final and we turned in images but i accidentally flattened my image and i forgot to ask calitri (more like i didn't care) so.. no idea how that's going to end up. she let us out about 20 minutes early and bryant and i were going to print our composites but we forgot to so we have to do that tomorrow AND mount. lame. and two big assignments are due (cd cover and editorial portrait) and i'm just so stressed that i just don't care anymore. i'm just so tired. i need a break. it's coming but it's not coming soon enough.

went grocery shopping today and bryant end up spending about $140 for both of our stuff. well, the stuff of mine that he would end up eating. i got 4 cottage cheese things and he wouldn't pay for that because he definitely would not be eating those. good breakfast/lunch stuff though, especially if i'm trying to watch my weight or whatever i'm trying to do. doesn't help that we got those sugar cookies with the ridiculous colored frosting and large sized sprinkles.. and cupcakes. i've been craving store made cupcakes FOREVER and vons FINALLY had them. so of course i had to get them. and i was really happy. and i've eaten.. three. and 1/3 of a sugar cookie and some chocolate icecream.

stressed = desserts.

anyway, been writing too much in here. i need to do two write-ups (won't take long) but i want to try to go to sleep a little bit earlier.. but that's too late for that. it's already 1am. how the hell does it get late so fast? :\ 

"the hitman" is a good movie. based off a video game apparently. and bryant got "juno" too but i'm too tired to watch it. i don't really like it when he puts in a movie right when we're going to sleep ('cause he goes straight to sleep, but he wants something to watch) but if i get interested, i keep watching and i don't end up going to sleep. it's really lame. :\ 

on the bright side.. at least i get to watch a bunch of interesting movies, right?

love you gals. hope you're nowhere near as stressed as i am <3