004. Never is a Promise

Umi he to nagasareta
Kako wa hamabe ni uchiagari Kako wa hamabe ni uchiagari
Jikaku wo takamete mo Jikaku wo takamete mo
Shuuki no wana ni hamatte iru Shuuki no wana ni hamatte iru

Koi suru koto bakari ni muchuu de Koi suru koto bakari ni muchuu de
Ai wo mitomeru yochi wa nakatta Ai wo mitomeru yochi wa nakatta
Oroka na no wa anata dake dato Oroka na no wa anata dake dato
Itsu ni naru to kiduku no deshou ka? Itsu ni naru to kiduku no deshou ka?

Yakusoku nara sou kantan ni Yakusoku nara sou kantan ni
Kuchi ni suru mono dewa nai yo Kuchi ni suru mono dewa nai yo
never is a promise uso wa ira nai Never is a promise uso wa ira nai

Hikari ni utarete mo Hikari ni utarete mo
Hirogaru no wa yowasa dakede Hirogaru no wa yowasa dakede
Takumashii souzou wa mohaya mikata nado dewa nai Takumashii souzou wa mohaya mikata nado dewa nai

Shoujiki na kotoba wo kiku yori mo Shoujiki na kotoba wo kiku yori mo
Amaete itai yowai watashi Amaete itai yowai watashi
Gomakashi tsudukeru toiu koto wa Gomakashi tsudukeru toiu koto wa
Futari no tamashii wo ubau koto Futari no tamashii wo ubau koto

Yakusoku nara sou kantan ni Yakusoku nara sou kantan ni
Kuchi ni suru mono dewa nai yo Kuchi ni suru mono dewa nai yo
Nariyuki ni makase ato ni natte Nariyuki ni makase ato ni natte
Kitto me wo sorasu no deshou Kitto me wo sorasu no deshou
never is a promise dakara uso wa ira nai Never is a promise dakara uso wa ira nai

not nearly as depressing as it sounds. just a pretty song, by angela aki.

hmmm. today. well. since my last post. end up going home to yorba around 3am.. haha. couldn't decide if i wanted to stay with bryant or if i wanted to exercise will power and go home. he's such a weak spot for me :( it's lame. anyways.. yes. so, i ended up going home. took exactly 2 hours from when i got into the car at his apartment to getting out of my car at my house. weird. i may need to slow down a bit when driving. oh well. so, yes. home around 5am. took a shower.. sat around.. went to sleep pretty late, maybe around 6am?

woke up around 1:30pm.. and i was supposed to have left for irvine around then to get to ramon's ball tourney game that was at 2pm. lame. called stace and they were going to go get lunch and i figured.. eh. too late. so i bummed around, ate some lunch at home, went to mervyn's to return the blue version of the shirt that i couldn't decide what color (haha, that was a funny memory, cuzz). helped by a girl named maria--she walked over just because there was someone being helped, then me. how nice. and it took seriously 5 minutes--or less. good service! i should've recommended or said something nice about her to the management, haha. oh well. got in the car.. had the STRONGEST craving EVER for boba loca's milk tea (i don't like guppy's milk tea as much). so i went there, two asian girls working and what looked like either their mom or a strict asian female boss (reminded me of mrs tewasart when i worked at kumon). then got on the freeway and

headed over to irvine.. got there around 4:30? maybe 5? it was pretty chill. saw ramon play for about.. 5 minutes.. and.. then they stopped. second to last. pretty good i'd say, hahah. then took some shots of stacy when she was shooting and.. somehow, they came out embarassing. i mean, seriously. i take pictures of people playing beach football and some other people get some pretty epic looking shots. and stacy's just turn out.. like stacy. hahhaa :) that's my defense to that. sat around a bunch. finally went to.. alberto's? i don't even know what the name of the place was. some mexican place off brookhurst and 405n. ramon drove, yay (saved me from having to follow them or remember directions). i decided that elsa is hilarious (moving back the car seat--HUUHHHHHHHASDHCBASD herculian sounds). food was delicious. late bday present to stace, haha. yay, food! :) always good. had some pretty deeeelish carne asada fries. yum. back to the rec center(?) to get my car, went to gondolin.. took pictures of ramon. THANKS ELSA AND STACE!! they held my flash and my diffusion panel 'cause i was a retard and forgot to bring my light stand head (part that connects both together). i'm so lame :( PLUS i forgot to change (insert photo talk) and JACUASDHAHSD. oh well. thanks anyways guys :D mucho love. went back to ramon's room, the three basically passed out. stacy epic-phailed like.. twice. her cellphone bounce-wall-slideeedownthewall. then trying to throw tommy's little blue.. thing.. at elsa (laying on the ground). and elsa's mad tetris skills.. of avoiding stace's throws.. while not moving at all. maybe that's just all stacy's epic-phailing. hahaa. it was funny anyways.

OH! and ramon's freaking mohawk. man. she said something about it when i asked her where ramon was (when i first got to the bball courts) but i didn't think she was serious. but she was. and he wants to keep it maybe, haha. eh. oh well. no pics of it, no good ones at least. worked out a bet that if he says "dang" or "dang it" or any other combinations, that he has to cut it off. then he'll have a super short shaved head. weirddd.. oh well.

and uh.. sorry about the flash (elsa + stace). not that elsa would ever see this, but you know. hahaha. i know it's super powerful. OH. then stace wanted to give the bunnies some seizures by flashing them repeatedly.. jeeeeeeeez.

finally left. i followed stace home just 'cause she was so tired and i was worried about her :P haha. girl, you were drifting SO much. and going about 60mpg (she said at night that she was a little more lenient with the speed limit, haha). was going to split at the 91E and 91W but she was drifting so much that i just followed her off her exit, highbeamed her twice when she went straight to her street and i turned right onto orangethorpe/esperanza. yuuup. so yes, stace, i stalked you. mwahahaa~ :P

at home.. talked to beth for a bit. yay, finally getting my strapless bra back!! after like.. four months, hahaha. oh well. s'all good. um, um, other news.. trynig to get as many extra credit images in to make sure i pass this class. have to remember to send the teacher an email to ask her a tentative letter grade to see if i'm at least on track. hanging out with bryn tomorrow, taking pictures of her too. might take some extra "cd cover" images of her as a singer. then maybe of mom on the piano, haha. just in case. freaking ISO, lame. ugh. then.. monday, going to esperanza to take pictures of lejano for my editorial portrait (of a teacher, oooo..). hope those turn out.

words i say a lot: epic, epic phail, phail, lame.

tired. i need to go to sleep. just figured i'd post. and i guess i'll upload the pictures once i get up to santa barbara (no photoshop on this computer--uncle stanley's) so i can't even look at the shots. oh, the noise. ISO 1250. ew, ew.. :(

oh, and if you're wondering what work i do (it's really boring so far), it's up on here:
http://thebrooksperience.blogspot.com

just to let you know. and uh.. if you like some technique that i have up on there.. lemme know. i'll shoot you w/ it, haha. :) you know, s'all good.

CUZZ! we need to figure out when we're going to hang out. i propose sat the 19th.. orrrr.. sometime during the week, i'm pretty sure i'll be back (it's my break week). at least i think i will. depends. might just stay up in santa barbara with bryant. but we'll see. you have that huge break on wednesday, right? and no class on thursday? or.. something? i duno. and friday's weird too. actually. since you're on that vanpool, you're there at campus even though you don't have class. lame. maybe we should go hang out. if i do come back. we'll see....

ummm.. anyways. yes. something's wrong with my right eye. my contact keeps blurring so i focus out of my left eye and it's lame.

tired. g'nite girls! <3